I came here to tell you
that I have no comments prepared
on the new direction my case has taken
at the present moment.
I stand mute
With my empty dialogue bubble
And stare vacuously into inchoate
mass of unrelenting ambiguous static
That are my thoughts at this time.
I have reached a level of blankness that leaves me
Unable to react or respond to events that are
Even now unfolding in my vicinity.
I am here merely to observe and
Patiently await the next occurrence.
My eyes are open, my ears hear.
I smell, taste, and feel
Whatever comes into the field of my senses is recorded.
I, however, cannot provide feedback, guidance or context
For the mess of swirling color, sound,
somatosensory and kinesthetic input
That assaults my being.
like a black hole, I absorb all stimuli
That stray into the range of my senses, storing
Vast masses of information
reflected into me from an undisclosed location
condensing and pressurizing
all into a density, so compacted,
that it can no longer hold its form
releasing a universe
Of mind into the infinite
vacuum of my life.
Stay tuned for further developments.