Category Archives: Chaos and Order

Tarot Journal #58: XVII The Star/ 6 of Swords (Change)/ Four of Pentacles/ 3 of Wands/ Eight of Disks (Prudence)/ 10 of Disks/ Ace of Cups

Seven Days of Change Day 1 On Sunday I packed my car and headed north to Lummi Island to spend the night at my friend’s house. As I waited for the little 20-car ferry, I thought of many times in … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #57: The Sun/ 3 of Swords (Sorrow)

A Brief Flash of Illumination “We are probably wrong to suspect that each individual has some secret passion, some mystery, some weakness; if Jean-Yves’s father had had to express his innermost convictions, the profound meaning he ascribed to life, he … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #56: Five of Swords/ 4 of Disks/ Four of Cups (Luxury)

Always Still in Motion The Wall by Ann Sexton Nature is full of teeththat come in one by one, thendecay, fall out.In nature nothing is stable,all is change, bears, dogs, peas, the willow,all disappear. Only to be reborn.Rocks crumble, make … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #50: The Tower/ 6 of Cups (Pleasure)/ Mother of Feathers/ Queen of Cups (Contemplation)

I I have been experiencing pain from things that I possess as I move them out of my recently vacated apartment. Most of them I brought with me, but I have acquired a few more over the past 5 years … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #49: I The Magus/ XIX The Sun/ 9 of Disks (Prudence)/ 8 of Swords/ King of Swords/ Ten of Swords (Ruin)

Lurching Through The Fog of Planned Chaos I am at the point in the moving process where I am questioning all my life choices and my ability to organize anything. Luckily, my body is strong enough to proceed, but I … Continue reading

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