Poems Of April 2007-2018

Bouyancy

It is not your fault the water is deep.

Whether you float or sink is a matter of choice.

Interesting things may be found at the bottom.

“I am going that direction,

Why not keep going?”

Up or down.

Bubbles always rise.

They have no will,

No muscles or thought.

They can’t perceive the light

they travel so perfectly toward.

They know nothing of light or breath.

Take yourself or let yourself

burst into the storm of air

or down.

Something will happen.

Toothache

The drumbeat heart in my brain,

Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain . . .

I follow its path,

through the maze of my body.

One little nerve is dying,

and in that death drives

the cold flickering pulse

of the drum stab noise

that smothers my other songs

Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain . . .

Fluid I

I Go quietly,

The earth is not my home.

inside my skin and bones

works of copper plate

resonate 

patterned frequencies.

Gears click and grind.

I float downstream

knobby feet to the sun

tiny hands of water 

pass me along 

unconnected only loosely bound

in chaos as blood pumping

whispers in soft puffs 

blown through a straw.

 

Fluid II

I think about a bowl

and those who wish

inside

eyes closed.

It hovers

a gyroscopic blur

accelerating into vapor

clouds form and cool in stretched 

orbital rings swelling into planetary bubbles

whirling down a spiral funnel 

spinning, compressed

into a nameless solution

flowing into lungs

breathing.

 

April 3

Black birds red shoulders

Blaze on blue across green

shrilling the sound red

over the shaded water.

April 4

Again the last years dead

stand out darkly

against the green spreading wings 

April 5

The world’s smallest violin was playing

when you handed my ring

back to me

two fingertips rubbing silently

 

Why Child

I draw a storm of letters,

Tangled in spider silk,

buzzing winged things

flutter.

Vibrations multiplied

fingers on strings

stutter.

I roll a bowl of noise

between the frames,

birds of different feathers

flock

swoop the bees

shock

the trees,

dive into this 

garden of pie.

Still I am waiting

for a child with a why

and a slowly smacking 

sun.

 

Tolmie State Park

The tight fist of day

Softened in the light

Fading over the still water 

beyond the rock mossy flat.

My footsteps on the bridge

as I walked back to the car

The sound of wood vibrating.

 

Beachwood

People in groups

around parked cars and trucks

vehicles wander the sand

The ocean’s edge tumbles in and out

beyond the tide zone

Storms and tsunamis

have deposited massive

carvings, I walk among 

the silent bodies washed

and broken.

 Tide Lines

Malibu Beach, Malibu Beach

I just like saying Malibu Beach

It bumps of my lips in sibilant clips,

and slants down into the sea.

 

Lady Be Gone

Fly some, flee some

get some freedom.

run some, crawl some

stand and fall some.

grab those bones,

beat that drum until it bleeds

dig some, sow some

wilder seeds.

plant some, grow some

then you can blow some

dark and jagged

ragged and raging

on those windy weedy reeds.

 

Day Light Moon

shadow stained mirror or

 A ghostly embryo floating

in a womb of sky?

 

Fresh Water Habitat

Ruffled water,

lilly leaves drift in anchored circles,

birds gabble and croak and whistle

beyond the trees on the far shore

an ice cream truck blares its territorial song

on its daily migration.

 

Paleo Lithic Poems

Spirals of oxydized clay

the eyes of beasts

extinct.

 

Concentric Bubbles

When I think in poetry,

I draw diagrams of meaning

inside larger circles of words

made of symbols for windy sounds 

constricted.

 

Packs of baseball cards on the racks

as I walk past into the supermarket

enclosed me in a scent memory

of cardboard and bubblegum

a distant feeling circle

so immense I could never 

get outside of it.

 

Now my limiting circles have expanded

to reach stars and inverted

down to microbes and electrons,

my enveloping skin stretched 

so thin I could pop me with a thought.

 

Transfer

He was misleading 

The two women about

his father’s ability to

care for himself.

He feared they would not

take such a helpless man.

 

Dis-integration

All this world wants of me

is everything consumed,

from beginning to end, 

how can a person even know

who or what is this cloud

of tissues and liquids,

gasses and electricity?