Category Archives: Loss and Leaving

Tarot Journal #59: Mother of Cups

Anniversary After 15 hours of driving back from my Northern California trip, I had two days to relax and deal with the final details of moving. I felt almost hungover on Sunday, just barely making it to church, and after … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #57: The Sun/ 3 of Swords (Sorrow)

A Brief Flash of Illumination “We are probably wrong to suspect that each individual has some secret passion, some mystery, some weakness; if Jean-Yves’s father had had to express his innermost convictions, the profound meaning he ascribed to life, he … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #56: Five of Swords/ 4 of Disks/ Four of Cups (Luxury)

Always Still in Motion The Wall by Ann Sexton Nature is full of teeththat come in one by one, thendecay, fall out.In nature nothing is stable,all is change, bears, dogs, peas, the willow,all disappear. Only to be reborn.Rocks crumble, make … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #52: 10 of Wands (Oppression)/ XX Judgment/ 5 of Swords/ Four of Disks (Power)

Working My Way Out of Other People’s Lives On Monday I worked for almost 5 hours finishing the cleaning at the old apartment. I felt drained and unsettled at leaving for the last time that space that had housed Roberta … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #50: The Tower/ 6 of Cups (Pleasure)/ Mother of Feathers/ Queen of Cups (Contemplation)

I I have been experiencing pain from things that I possess as I move them out of my recently vacated apartment. Most of them I brought with me, but I have acquired a few more over the past 5 years … Continue reading

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