Century #23: Listening For Visions

From the Journal of Lita Hopkins

6/12/37

Mr. Papandreus, the shepherd, and his wife, Nika, live up the hill. I hear his pipes as he and his youngest son play and sing the sheep down to the pens in the evenings. The young man’s voice carries softly twined in the whispering pipes. No words defined but the sound of a human voice and music of breath among the rattle of the olive branches in the evening breeze and the unending wash of the waves from below.

This couple has raised 5 children, 4 of whom have lives of their own scattered about the island. They often gather at the sprawling house, that undoubtedly started as a small cottage only to be expanded as the family grew. The youngest, Niko, still lives there and is often seen  fishing in lagoon at night with his carbide lamp and spear. He is a head taller than his father, who is not a small man. The wife keeps the house with the help of a young woman, whom she treats with gentle disdain. If I understand the arrangement (but it’s possible I have it all wrong) she is the daughter-in-law in training. If so it seems a good system for the continuation of a simple life in which weather and health are the only major concerns. The young son and his wife will take on the running of the farm and household and care for the parents as they age. I wonder if this arrangement applies to the particular situation or if it is more broadly traditional and followed down through centuries.  Are we, unwittingly, the carriers of infectious concepts that will transform these lives from their simple forms into those of more complex modern arrangements?  I doubt that our ideas of how to live are superior or better suited to this place. We are creatures of a wider world and probably not the better for it.

6/15/37

I have been reading to the children from Bullfinches Mythology. In the preface two poems are quoted. One, Thomas Moore‘s ” the Song of the Hyperborean,” which I read as part of my studies from a volume in my fathers library. I have written to ask him if I could borrow this and some other books which I remember reading as a child, such as Peter Pan and the Wind in the Willows, which I could read aloud to the children.

The other poem is Milton’sComus” which I have here among the volumes that Charles worked on at the press. I have been reading Milton and though much of it is beyond my haphazard education, I am inspired by the language. The sounds and rhythms produce such visions. Milton was blind. Maybe this is how he saw his world in his his mind. Maybe his world was not dark, but lighted with such word picture songs. I am so hasty and slothful in my writing, but perhaps if I were blind it would induce me to create visions of language upon which to feast my mind’s eye.

I read some Milton to the children. The older two listened politely for a while and asked to be excused to build their fort under the olive tree in the courtyard, a major undertaking of engineering, in which they have utilized crates and branches and all manor of odds and ends. I believe if I could stand by and jot down their conversations as they build I would have a marvelous book of tales. With a few nice illustration, it might be good enough to publish. What would they would think if I read their own words back to them?

Little Annabelle is content to doze and listen for a while longer, but in the end drifts off into napping. I wonder what mischief the poets visions make in her dreams.

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Century #22: Surflessness

From the Journal of Mylo Grove:

July 19, 1998

My mom read the pages I wrote. She thought it was perfect. She said that even if she hadn’t known me and picked that up and read it, she would know a lot about me. Well, I did tell practically my whole life history. But, she said it also had to do with my voice, she says that writers have a voice when they write, and that mine was very natural. Whatever that means. She reads a lot so I guess she should know.

I like to read too. I read a lot of Ghost stories and Science Fiction and Fantasy. I also like comic books. All kinds like Batman and Mad magazine. I don’t get to watch TV, because we don’t have one, and there aren’t any stations here if we did. We never watched TV very much. Mom says it kills brain cells. I think she means we should be doing other things.

Blenny is a reader too. She is also a musician. She can play the piano pretty well, but all we could bring to the island was an electric piano, which she practices for hours at a time, but she doesn’t sing anymore. I used to like the songs she’d make up about stuff that happened. She was always making up songs about things she was interested in like gravity and animals. But, I have to admit it did sometimes drive me crazy when she would keep singing the same song over and over until I wanted to put my hand over her mouth. I don’t know if the Squirt will ever sit still long enough to learn to read. Mom says, “She lives in her own world and it’s constantly in motion.” I’m hoping that she grows up soon before she hurts someone or herself seriously, but it’s always on accident even when she meant to do it.

I guess I should get to what happened today. I took a long walk down to the ocean (people call it the water here). There were no waves except when a boat goes by. It’s like an endless lake not like the beach at Santa Cruz. The waves never stop there and the signs all say dangerous undertow swim at your own risk. In Santa Cruz you know the ocean is there all night because you can hear it over the cars and other noises crashing and hissing, and you can watch the surfers out on their boards riding the big ones. Here there are no big ones. The tide goes up and down. Sometimes when we get off the ferry the dock is steep because the water is so low, and the beaches, which are all rocks and pebbles, stretch way out. And, sometimes the beaches disappear and the dock is almost flat. I didn’t notice the tides so much before unless it was very low or high. There are lots of purple and pink starfish on the rocks and little crabs that scurry under rocks. Blenny loves to pick up the tiny ones. They just sit in her hand and wave their tiny claws fiercely at her.

Mom says that we will be living here for a while, but when I ask how long. She says she doesn’t know exactly maybe a couple of years. I think maybe that will be a long while with no t.v. and no stores besides the little store by the ferry where everything (which isn’t much) is twice as expensive as anywhere else in the U.S.. But at least mom seems more relaxed without my father around. I asked mom if we were hiding from dad and she said no that she had work here and it paid well and we got housing free. She said that it was too good a deal to pass up and the work was interesting and she could be with us most of the time while she was working. I guess there aren’t many jobs like that around. Maybe if my dad weren’t such a jerk, she would be working in Santa Cruz at the University and I would be hearing the sound of the waves on the beach. I like sand better than rocks, and I like waves. My mom says that people travel from all over the world to come to these islands because they are so beautiful and full of wildlife and whales and stuff, but I just don’t get it, it never gets hot enough to swim and we have ride the ferry 30 minutes to get anywhere and it only comes twice a day. My mom says that I ought to explore the island to see if there are kids my age, but what are the chances of that.

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Century #21: Mylo’s Island Life

From the journal of Mylo Grove

July 18, 1998

My mom is a biologist. She studies how animals and plants next to the ocean and in the ocean interact with each other. That’s how we ended up living on Finley island in the middle of Puget Sound. I mean this Island is small. Not the kind of Island you see in the middle of city park ponds, but I know that only about 300 people live on this Island — that probably includes the seal population.

We were living in Santa Cruz while my mom was in school at the University of California, and she was about to be offered this great job with the University. But, my mom and dad started fighting, and mom says we gotta go because she got a job up north, and my father was never going to be part of our family anyway. I know he was drinking lot, and he wouldn’t even let people know that we were his kids or that he was with mom. She was tired of that crap she said.

I have a sister who’s 8 and a pesty little squirt of a sister who is almost 6 and can’t sit still or stop making noise to save her life. Blenny is 8. The Squirt is 6 and a major loon. I mean, some people say that what happens before your born can make you act different after your born. I think it must’ve happened to her.

Anyway I know My Mom would rather have stayed in Santa Cruz. Even though she said this island job was a “great opportunity”, I know she only took it because she wanted to be away from our father. Heck, maybe he won’t even be able to find us on this lousy bit of rock. It’s hard to find even with directions and the ferry only comes twice a day.

Anyway I’m writing this because my mom wants me to practice writing by keeping a journal. She wanted me to start a few months ago while we were dealing with moving and all so that she could read what I wrote and help me to sort it all out. But, everything was so crazy that I couldn’t think of writing anything, besides her computer was all packed away, and I’m not doing this without a computer. It seems like a lot to ask anyway. 2 pages a day. I haven’t even finished one yet and I’ve told my whole life’s story practically.

Mom said I could and should write whatever came into my head, but maybe trying to write about what happens in my life and how I feel about them would be the best place to start.

This is what is in my head now. Moving! I hate it mostly, even though it is kind of exciting in a way. I didn’t have to leave any real long time friends though I was kind of getting to know one kid about my age. He (I like the way this program tells me if I misspell a word or when I forget to capitalize it catches it and does it for me) Well anyway he was 12 and I was 11, but he was in the same grade even though I don’t go to school. I’m a homeschooler (the computer doesn’t know that word), but Robert went to school so we could hang out after school got out. Still we got along pretty good, and he liked to do the same things: go to the park or the beach and rollerblade (doesn’t know that one either), swim at the pool, play with his great dog, Bozo. Bozo was great at catching frisbies (another one it doesn’t know) and chasing down balls. Heck he lived to chase things, but he always came when you called him. I had a stupid dog once and he would only come if you had something he wanted. He liked to run at you at top speed and pretend he was going to run you over and turn away at the last second and take off. He would take me on walks or drags more like. How much more to go? God! It takes a lot of writing to fill up two pages even when the font is big.

Let’s see, What happened today? We have finished most of the unpacking and arranging of everything. There’s three

bedrooms and a living room and a kitchen that connects to it. There’s only one bathroom! And Squirt is always charging in ahead of me when I say I have to go. She just about knocks you down if you get in her way. Blenny is kind of quiet these days. She used to sing all the time, but I think this moving stuff is a lot (it put a space between a and lot) harder on her than me. She had a lot (again) of friends to leave behind and now she only has the Squirt. Don’t get me wrong the Squirt can be a lot (again) of fun, but Blenny seems to get tired of the constant sillyness. (the computer doesn’t know sillyness.) Me too! I can see the end of the page. It’s almost here and I am almost done for today. But, there’s always tomorrow and on after that. I guess it’s not so bad writing two pages.

 

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Century #20: Closer to Home

From the journal of Lita Hopkins

Corfu

6/7/30

Last night I lay awake listening to Charles’ wrestle his dream demons, but in calm moment soft notes of the shepherd’s pipes from up the hill blended with the rattling of olive leaves and the gentle sighing hiss of the waves on the beach below like a whispering orchestra of lulling me to sleep. Even Charles seemed soothed into restful slumbers by it.

It is so still here at night, once the children have ceased their antics and small bickerings. This is like no other stillness I have known. At first I felt my worries come sneaking out as soon as the crowded busyness of the day gives way to the dark open space of evening, but even they were lulled away by the soft drifting song of the night, leaving me to just be next to my Charles.

Tomorrow he leaves with Professor Coyle. I am certain it will be a good distraction for Charles if his health holds up. Already today he is full of life, discussing the itinerary with the professor.

6/8/30

Charles left this morning looking very adventurous as he got into the professors rattletrap motorcar.

“I shall write you and the children about our explorations,” He said. “ I don’t know if we will stay long enough in one place to get mail, But I will try get an address so you can write to me.”

Part of me wants to be with him to see those ancient places, but mostly to see how they light in him the old fires of intellect which got him through the darkness after the war.  Mostly I am content to stay in this quiet place and watch the children play and grow strong in the sun.

6/10/30

Out of nervous energy I have begun a project, a kitchen garden on the terrace next to the house. Mr. Bramble and Lorenzo, Nancy and the children, and even Mr. Papandreus, the little old shepherd whose flute I hear at night, and his wife, Nika, a tiny hardy weed of a woman, have helped me to move and dig soil. We planted seeds and put in some grapes cut from Mr. P’s own vines. He found an old arbor at the side of the house and installed it on the south side making a little arch that frames the crystal water of the little bay. Nancy and I have made a feast to celebrate all our hard work. I have been working so hard the last couple of days and yet feel so strong and ready to do more. Margo and Fletcher are eager to help as well. The little one tags along undoing little things in her effort to be a help, but everyone praises her for her brave attempts at small tasks.

I love this simple life. England seems so distant and grey compared to this bright place.

6/11/30

Books, and odds and ends, some kitchen items arrive from England in crates. My sewing machine and iron. Who thinks of pressing clothes when working in such basic conditions?

The straw padding from the crates nicely covered the floor of the little stone pen that we have installed a fine pair of nanny goats, for milk. Mr. P will  teach Nancy and me how to care for them. We have also acquired 5 fat white laying hens for the fresh eggs and manure for the garden.

Three of Maude’s bright  Yorkshire landscapes came. The English country side looks so exotic here, next to Mae’s simple abracts.

“Of the two visions, I prefer Mae’s,” Mr. Bramble said, “It’s closer to where I live.”

Or as Mae said to me when I made some vague comment about being so far from our house in England.

“Home is where your head is.”

I think my head is in transition, somewhere between England and where my body is, but every day I come closer to home.

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Playing with a Big Red Ball

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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