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Century #18/ Endless Days of Spring

From the journal of Lita Hopkins

Corfu

5/17/37

Mae Dumphy lives on the sea, a few miles east of L. in a little enclave of artists and intellectuals called Crisilata, I can’t be sure of the spelling or the origin of to the name, but it is said with some reverence for an ideal of open minded searching for ways to combine art and life. That is a paraphrase of something Mae said. I was in a very drowsy state with the wine and deep conversation and missed much as I drifted in and out like the small sail boats that came in on the dry wind warm wind from the south across the Mediterranean from the Sahara to this place of rich green and life, light that burns color into the air. Someone was speaking about the creative impulse alive in the world, that artists must find. I feel connected with that here. I feel the earth cradle me in its warm arms. There was a young man there or a boy asking so many questions. I wanted to ask, but I could not have listened to long answers. The evening water rubbing on the pebbles of the shore called me to the water to watch the sails draw into the marina. The murmur of voices could only provide harmony for all that was.

5/18/37

All day at an abandoned monastery in the hills above L. The professor knew of it and brought us in his motorcar. Above the monastery, a shrine to an unknown saint, a little grotto beside a shaded pool, so deep we could not reach the bottom. The water fell trickling in from a spring. We swam, drank red wine and ate cherries, bread and goat cheese. Charles drinks in ideas more than wine. I do my best with both.

5/20/37

We climbed to the top of the ridge to north and could see most of the southern tip of the island. Brush clambered and dry with nobs of white-grey rock fisting up through the cover all the way down to rocky inlets that cradle white beaches, here and there, sprinkled at the edge of the water, small square houses of fisherman. There must be fewer than a hundred people within ten miles. There is only the sound of the soft wind and water when we are quiet. The birds, gulls, finches, and jays, squabble and natter, sometimes a bunch of rooks will come jabbering through, but mostly the movement of air and water and crunch of footfalls.

5/21/37

I have grown used to the cold of the stone floors and even welcome it in the warm afternoons. The house is cool, sunk in the hillside and shaded by ancient olive trees which leave a constant mess of tiny sharp leaves in the courtyard. Sometimes I am amazed to think, we have come all the way from London to this remote and primitive place (we have no running water or electricity) for Charles to put his thoughts in order and begin piecing together his manuscript and filling in the spaces. So much time is spent gathering wood and water to cook, hauling our supplies up from the dock. But, even with all that the days are long and restful. Nancy has figured out the old stove, and we bath in ocean. I believe Charles will grow strong here. He seems more lively each day and his coughing has eased.

The children grow strong and brown and swim like otters all the day. Nancy helps me keep an eye on the little one, but she seems to keep up with the others just fine.

5/29/37

Traveling is so hard on this island, but yesterday we climbed into the motorcar and headed to visit Mae at Crisilata. Her home is full of her art and other artists’ works, and to visit her as she works in her studio is fascinating. She showed me some tricks with drawing and color and let the children and I play with some clay, even a botched attempt at the potter’s wheel. She also loves music. She is wry and wrinkled and waves her hands about with a lot of enthusiasm. She speaks to Margo and Fletcher as if they were grown-ups, asking their opinion on the serious matters of life. She is in love with little Annabell, who charms everyone with her grave little face and blonde curls. Charles and Mae have close philosophical discussions over games of chess, and she taught me some songs on the piano. Time seems endless here, as if we could put whole lifetimes into a day. There are always interesting people about from all over the world, a couple of American students, Professor Coyle, and a Romanian poet.

6/1/30

Eric Bramble, one of the American students has come back with us to “The Quarry”, our name for our fine rustic homestead. He is so impulsive and forward. 10 minutes before our departure he came as we were packing to go and saying our farewells, asking if any of us would like to return by boat. He has a 30 foot sloop that he bought in Spain and has sailed around the Mediterranean with his, as he calls him, crew and body guard, Lorenzo. Who seems to speak all of the languages of Europe. So I went in the car with the professor, Nancy and the girls, while Charles and Fletcher went on the boat. They had the most wonderful ride, while we bumped and chugged along the rutted rocky trail. Though Charles got a little seasick as they rounded the southern end of the island and hit a bit of rough water, Fletcher has found a new passion and swears that he will be a sailor or a pirate like Lorenzo when he grows up. I think that Lorenzo must have put some notions in his head. Lorenzo has the look of an old sea dog and is an exotic character to a romantic boy of eight and a half. Mr. Bramble says he is the most able seaman he has ever known and as fine and steady a man as you would want in a pinch.

Mr. Bramble has promised us ladies an outing on the “Lola” which is name of his boat.

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Century #17: On the Island

Deutsch: Olivenbäume (Olea europaea ssp. europ...

Deutsch: Olivenbäume (Olea europaea ssp. europaea) auf Korfu (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

From the journal of Lita Hopkins

Corfu

4/10/37

My life has become a seamless mesh of waking and dream since we arrived on this island. Here my thoughts and imagination blend with the daily activities of life. At any moment I, as an individual, only exist for that moment to flow into and out of the moments that collide and overlap. I cannot tell what hour or day it is half of the time. The air is always warm and the light so strong, colors pull at the eyes. How can there be a place such as this and all of the world is not here dreaming by the sea.

The buildings here are very old, but painted with such light and airy colors they shine, tilting and leaning on one another along the winding streets. From the hills at night lit here and there are the tiered palaces of the long ago dukes and princes. How can this be the place where people developed the idea of civilization, when all I want to do is drowse and dream.

4/29/30

After touring the island we have found a perfect place just outside of a little fishing village, on the southern coast, an old stone cutters house on the edge of an abandoned quarry perched on the rocks above a small beach. To the north are ragged tumbles of rocky hills over which the road runs about 20 km into the town. There is an ancient grove of gnarled olive trees to the west with a blanket of soft brown edged grass coming knee high in clumps around the edge and tiny pond fed by a brook working its way down the rocky hills. This will be our home for the spring and summer.

5/5/30

We are provisioned by a small steam launch that chugs and coughs up to the dock on the west end of the beach every 2 or 3 days. The crew is rough but honest. I have no doubt they overcharge us, but they have no connections with us. We do not belong here. They laugh and sing, no doubt, swear, as they unload our crates and mail. They were surprised the first time to be dealing with a woman. I get the feeling they live very separate lives from women. The captain, so I assume since he is always shouting at the others and transacts the business, but then maybe he is the one who speaks English, treats me like a servant, and seems amazed that my master would allow me so much freedom with money and responsibility for ordering. I simply give him my order and ask questions when I don’t understand. He clearly disapproves of such forward behavior but does not know enough English to question it.

5/12/30

As I was kneading bread for the evening meal, I heard a loud, sharp knock at the front door. I opened it to find a small, middle-aged man, dusty from the path, but very primly dressed. “Anderson Coyle,” he said as he strode past me with a tip of his straw hat, “I hope you don’t mind me dropping by like this but I could hardly call or send a telegram.” He is a professor of archeology studying the monasteries in the area and assisting the local authorities in locating some vaguely documented sites. He and Charles hit it off immediately. By the end of the evening Charles had him promising to send his monograph on the early Christian monastic life in Greece. Not a lot happens here but whatever does shines like mica from dull stone.

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Thinking Through the Noise

I was just thinking, that life gives us opportunities to respond to it. Technology can help us, but it cannot provide the inspiration for our moment to moment existence. We must each as individuals find ways to respond to each moment and what tools we will either use or invent to create our lives. It is the convergence of these responses to the challenges of survival,curiosity and connection that produces technology that creates new challenges and more connections to respond to.

There is so much information and so many ideas out there to sort through, but that doesn’t mean that the more you consume the better decisions you will make. There is a point of saturation and a lot of bits of fluff floating about. Most of the information and ideas floating around out there are either half baked or free of any factual or reality based connections. People trying to be, maybe even being funny at times. I think if you are always twittering what time do you have to actually think through all the layers of complexity that goes into anything that could inspire deeper investigation into or thoughtful examination of a subject. Any tweet that does this would have to come from someone who has studied and pondered. Digital devices cannot do our pondering for us.

If you are always taking in information and spitting out glib responses there is no time for analysis or synthesis, which happens when you compare or just hold differing ideas in the same mental space for a period of time. This works best without distraction. Maybe this is why we can’t get anywhere on actually solving the immense problems facing humans and our tenuous situation on our only planet. World saving ideas do not come in 145 character bits. I am not saying that twitter is threat to our existence or that tweeting will end the world, just that maybe if we unplug every now and then and just look at the world and really wrestle with some difficult ideas, maybe put some opposing concepts in a room in your mind and let them duke it out until either they merge into a messy glob, or the one that works best gets the other in a stranglehold (please be humane in your treatment of ideas). Pondering is a skill that must be practiced, but the good news is it costs no money. You only need a little bit of quiet time, mental space, and a few interesting ideas to bounce off the walls.  I believe, the more people doing this the more chance there is of coming up with solutions to the huge problems we all face.  Maybe we will start to see that the more we think about important things the less we need weapons, drugs, or food to solve problems. Maybe we can have a little more contact with people in our physical space, and see what ideas they are wrestling with. But, that is probably a different subject.

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Through a Warped Veil

I am trying to get back to working in words, but my mind keeps getting trapped in visual images and ideas too vague for words. I cannot pin my thoughts down enough to examine them to see what words might make them have meaning for other people. So I am drawing and photographing and shaping. I hope to soon come up with some words in the form of sentences and paragraphs to share. In the mean time, here are some images I have been working on today from photos I took yesterday.

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