Tarot #30 : Debauch, illusion, delusion, and denial.

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The temptation of fleeting, selfish pleasure may be corrupting or preventing loving relationships. There is pleasure that you gain from giving and receiving love and gifts with those who share your life,  and there are those pleasures that separate you from others and manifest in ways that exclude the people that share your life.Scan_20181230 (2)

There is value in spending time alone honoring your inner life of dreams and taking care of your mental health. But, there is also a way of being alone that build walls around us and we begin to live selfishly valuing pleasure taken and not returned. This selfish pleasure seeking only sickens and corrupts any relationship between people and brings joy to no one.

the longer you engage in the quest for sweetness only you can taste, the farther you continue down that road, the harder it is to turn back toward an open life, sharing with others who want nothing but to share there lives with you. In this way, people end up living together in communities in which individuals, driven by there compulsive pleasure seeking, rob each other to fulfill their desires at the expense of relationships based on compassion and sharing.

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This card is a warning to pay attention to your relationships and see what is sound and fruitful and which is barren and has no life and eventually will rot and sicken the strong viable structures of your life. It is time to do some pruning and some examining of opportunities to grow toward the light, while there is still time and will for true sharing.

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There is a place for imagination and fantasy in every life. It brings in new ideas and keeps things fresh and engaging and is worth exploring as long as it does not act as a screen to block out the fullness of life lead to a life lived in denial and illusion then the richness of life is lost in a shallow dream of sensuality and delusion.

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Tarot #29: XXI The Universe/World: the end of one journey is the beginning of another

The end of a journey or completion of a project or quest with the simultaneous beginning of new journey.

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The balance of stability and mobility in a living dance that includes all possibilities, as You move to the summit and see paths leading on out in all directions.

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Treat time and all conditions of Event as Servants

of thy Will, appointed to present the Universe to

thee in the form of thy Plan.

And: blessing and worship to the prophet of the

lovely Star.

Aleister Crowley, The Book of Thot

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You find yourself in a place that gives you an opportunity to choose your road forward with confidence and consequence for many who rely on you.

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You are in a position to honor and protect your loved ones, your community or even make a difference globally for the sake of the living earth.

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Tarot #28: II The Priestess, illumination of reality beyond the senses

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The Priestess gives the gift of seeing around realities corners in order to solve problems through intuition rather than reason, in dreams she travels and leaves clues. She is the muse of the poet and the explorers of the realms of imagination, the deep miners of truth.

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For Light

Light cannot see inside things.

That is what the dark is for:

Minding the interior,

Nurturing the draw of growth

Through places where death

In its own way turns into life.

In the glare of neon times,

Let our eyes not be worn

By surfaces that shine

With hunger made attractive.

That our thoughts may be true light,

Finding their way into words

Which have the weight of shadow

To hold the layers of truth.

That we never place our trust

In minds claimed by empty light,

Where one-sided certainties

Are driven by false desire.

When we look into the heart,

May our eyes have the kindness

And reverence of candlelight.

That the searching of our minds

Be equal to the oblique

Crevices and corners where

The mystery continues to dwell,

Glimmering in fugitive light.

When we are confined inside

The dark house of suffering

That moonlight might find a window.

When we become false and lost

That the severe noon-light

Would cast our shadow clear.

When we love, that dawn-light

Would lighten our feet

Upon the waters.

As we grow old, that twilight

Would illuminate treasure

In the fields of memory.

And when we come to search for God,

Let us first be robed in night,

Put on the mind of morning

To feel the rush of light

Spread slowly inside

The color and stillness

Of a found world.

John O’Donohue,  To Bless the Space Between Us:
A Book of Blessings
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She sends luminous visions never seen but glimpsed  from the edges of reality reflected in a distorting parabola but whole and detailed and viewed only askance by chance when the mind is wide open, in a vision quest or altered mental state.

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Receiving Messages From Separate Individual Realities

 

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the space contained in a floating soap bubble

lips vibrating, tongue clicking, throat coughing

strangled groan

staggering

shuffle leap into the blinding wall

How can each voice be different and call us on

into what might be oblivion?

Could it be

life is in voices speaking

not to be understood, but felt.

Feel the song of edges

Knife and saw, feather and leaf,

Twang!

vibrate and tilt

until something not yet solid shakes

into the peripheral field

Don’t look! it is not for seeing.

Don’t listen! it is not a sound.

Feel it there, not in words

but whispers of grunting fetishes

ground into a powder

taken by the wind.

sticks in the eyes stinging,

muffles the ears

leaves us arms stretched out waving about

frantically for something

real

to hang on to

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The keeper of the fruit of the secret heart, the priestess dreams visions in the darkness, from deep in the abyss, radiating inchoate rhythms and parallax visions seen in the peripheral glance which are only received in the subconscious mind.

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Tarot #27: Failure, the shadow of success.

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Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.

Samuel Becket, Westward Ho

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Decay feeds growth which leads to full life and withering and back to decay.  There is no separating one from another each is a part of the process.

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Failure is the shadow of success. Frustration and shame and defeat are the opposite of success. There is no learning without mistakes, no meaningful victory without risk of failure which must be looked squarely in the eye and assessed before moving forward.

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 The path to any worthwhile goal will be littered with the husks of thoroughly examined failures. Their will be frustration, but objective critical examination and adjustments made and tried and new discoveries integrated until what succeeds ultimately may look very little like the initial idea. Nobody knows what will work until it is tried, but to try is to risk failing.

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I don’t think there is any other solution than constantly coming to terms with the past, and learning from it.

—  Simon Wiesenthal, The Sunflower: On the Possibilities and Limits of Forgiveness

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Tarot #26: Princess/Page of Disks, master of creation and birth

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A person who is engaged actively in the world and yet maintains a vision of inspiration that is a guiding star, combining concrete objective reality with the fluid dynamic of energy and imagination, whose only loyalty is to visions of life.

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The muse of fertility, creativity and determination, this one will not be denied the completion of her dream.

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The Princess is here to tell you,”Never give up on your visions. Be true to your art. What will be born must be born and nurtured until it is fully realized and brought forth into the world”

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Take care in planning and caring for that which you plant to insure a bountiful harvest. Often the success of a creative or growth venture is in paying attention and putting love into the details.

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This is a person who absorbs the world through every fiber of their being making their life an act of creation, committed mentally, physically and spiritually to the creative process from conception to giving birth.

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