Category Archives: my life

Tarot Journal #55: Strength/ Knight of Cups/ Ace of Cups/ Empress

In Search of Integration It is a constant idea of mine; that behind the cotton wool is hidden a pattern; that we — I mean all human beings — are connected with this; that the whole world is a work … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #54: 5 of Disks (Adaptation)/ Knight of Pentacles/ Two of Wands/ Death

Reevaluating Intimate Connections The pursuit of greater confusion by de(con)struction of the individual (gender, sexuality, professional and family function, education, culture, history …) produces an increase in anxiety, while the pursuit of an investigation of the structures of consciousness as … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #52: 10 of Wands (Oppression)/ XX Judgment/ 5 of Swords/ Four of Disks (Power)

Working My Way Out of Other People’s Lives On Monday I worked for almost 5 hours finishing the cleaning at the old apartment. I felt drained and unsettled at leaving for the last time that space that had housed Roberta … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #51: II The High Priestess/ III The Empress/Five of Wands (Strife)/ Knight of Wands/10 of Wands (Oppression)/ Four of Feathers

All Moved Out /Almost Moved In Today I go to my old apartment to wipe down the drawers and cabinets, replace light bulbs and break down unused boxes. I have a few odd items to retrieve and dispose of, but … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #50: The Tower/ 6 of Cups (Pleasure)/ Mother of Feathers/ Queen of Cups (Contemplation)

I I have been experiencing pain from things that I possess as I move them out of my recently vacated apartment. Most of them I brought with me, but I have acquired a few more over the past 5 years … Continue reading

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