Category Archives: Loss and Leaving

Tarot Journal #49: I The Magus/ XIX The Sun/ 9 of Disks (Prudence)/ 8 of Swords/ King of Swords/ Ten of Swords (Ruin)

Posted on August 18, 2022 by randomyriad

Lurching Through The Fog of Planned Chaos I am at the point in the moving process where I am questioning all my life choices and my ability to organize anything. Luckily, my body is strong enough to proceed, but I … Continue reading →

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Tarot Journal #44: Six of Disks (success)/ The Lovers/6 of Wands (Victory)/Son of Flames/Ace of Cups (Beauty)/Ten of Swords/XIV Temperence

Posted on August 4, 2022 by randomyriad

Approaching the Threshold My need to be alone is balanced against my fear of what will happen when suddenly I enter the huge empty silence if I cannot find support there. I go up to Heaven and down to Hell … Continue reading →

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Tarot Journal #42: III The Empress/ 3 of Swords (sorrow)

Posted on July 26, 2022 by randomyriad

Fully Living The Whole Experience of Life In order to be fully alive, I must have contact with the grief and loss that I have experienced recently otherwise I will only skim the surface with no commitment to the depth … Continue reading →

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Tarot Journal #40: Princess of Wands/ Three of Feathers

Posted on July 18, 2022 by randomyriad

There is Nothing Either Good or Bad but Thinking Makes It So.  “ I could be bound in a nutshell, and count myself a king of infinite space” This weekend I have been in a frenzy of activity and dust … Continue reading →

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Tarot Journal #36: Nine of Coins

Posted on July 10, 2022 by randomyriad

There is no Resolution without Understanding Last night I dreamed that an angry vengeful spirit attacked me and the people I was living with. The spirit manifested in human form dressed in a belted tunic or dress with blonde hair … Continue reading →

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