Category Archives: Chaos and Order

Tarot Journal #40: Princess of Wands/ Three of Feathers

Posted on July 18, 2022 by randomyriad

There is Nothing Either Good or Bad but Thinking Makes It So.  “ I could be bound in a nutshell, and count myself a king of infinite space” This weekend I have been in a frenzy of activity and dust … Continue reading →

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Tarot Journal #36: Nine of Coins

Posted on July 10, 2022 by randomyriad

There is no Resolution without Understanding Last night I dreamed that an angry vengeful spirit attacked me and the people I was living with. The spirit manifested in human form dressed in a belted tunic or dress with blonde hair … Continue reading →

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Tarot Journal #35: 10 of Swords/6 of Swords (Science)

Posted on July 9, 2022 by randomyriad

An Experiment in the Relativity of Emotional Space/Time For the last 8 months, I have been preparing to leave this place that housed my life with Berta, 5 years of chaotic relationship which was always on the cusp of crisis. … Continue reading →

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Brilliant Visions of Despair: Failing Empire

Posted on July 6, 2022 by randomyriad

The Dead Flag Blues Godspeed You! Black Emperor The car’s on fire and there’s no driver at the wheelAnd the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicidesAnd a dark wind blows The government is corruptAnd we’re on so … Continue reading →

Posted in All part of the process, anthropology, banality of evil, Being Human, change, Chaos and Order, delusions of progress, Geographies of Death, mindworks, music, Other peoples words, poetry, scenes on screens, the end is the beginning, thinking in words, visions from the dark side | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Tarot Journal #23: Ace of Cups/8 of Swords

Posted on June 18, 2022 by randomyriad

Working on an Integrated Life This is what life mostly seems like to me: an immensely complex jigsaw puzzle I am attempting to complete without a box lid picture as a guide while on a small boat traveling through all … Continue reading →

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