Category Archives: paying attention

Tarot Journal #52: 10 of Wands (Oppression)/ XX Judgment/ 5 of Swords/ Four of Disks (Power)

Working My Way Out of Other People’s Lives On Monday I worked for almost 5 hours finishing the cleaning at the old apartment. I felt drained and unsettled at leaving for the last time that space that had housed Roberta … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #51: II The High Priestess/ III The Empress/Five of Wands (Strife)/ Knight of Wands/10 of Wands (Oppression)/ Four of Feathers

All Moved Out /Almost Moved In Today I go to my old apartment to wipe down the drawers and cabinets, replace light bulbs and break down unused boxes. I have a few odd items to retrieve and dispose of, but … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #50: The Tower/ 6 of Cups (Pleasure)/ Mother of Feathers/ Queen of Cups (Contemplation)

I I have been experiencing pain from things that I possess as I move them out of my recently vacated apartment. Most of them I brought with me, but I have acquired a few more over the past 5 years … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #49: I The Magus/ XIX The Sun/ 9 of Disks (Prudence)/ 8 of Swords/ King of Swords/ Ten of Swords (Ruin)

Lurching Through The Fog of Planned Chaos I am at the point in the moving process where I am questioning all my life choices and my ability to organize anything. Luckily, my body is strong enough to proceed, but I … Continue reading

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Tarot Journal #48: 0 Fool/ Queen of Cups/ Page of Disks/Three of Wands (Virtue)/8 of Wands

Beginning the Journey: Glimpses of Undiscovered Life As I put all the finishing touches of my planned move in place, all these mundane tasks having to do with cashier’s checks and finding help for tasks I cannot accomplish on my … Continue reading

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